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2009-09-26T20:48:00.001+08:00

LOVE BLOG DIED!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am here to revive it!! -CPR CPR CPR CPR CPR-

how are you doing huh!!! I HOPE YOU ARE STUDYING! because i am not, unfortunately. this is really bad of me because i really should be studying. oh well :(((

okay bbeeeee!!

2009-03-17T16:23:00.003+08:00

Hello hello post post post revive revive!

Please come alive again hoho i realised that our love blog has been dead for quite some time :/ REVIVE!! :D

I love holidays i want longer holidays~ Because goose all the work's quite piled up. (-cough-SIAs-cough-) and yes i don't think five days is enough, but what to do! Have to make do with five days then~

And its not really counted holidays! Because we still have to keep going to school or people have stuff on. Actually comapred to other people i have very few already. So hmm yah shall list generally.

Monday - math remedial
Tuesday - nothing! (but sqdms have captains ball comp)
Wednesday - math remedial (tentative but most likely going yah!)
Thursday - campcraft test, drill prac, campfire proposal meeting, guitar enrichment lesson
Friday- inspire~
Saturday - tuition (but no guitar lesson)
Sunday - first lesson at AOR! yay :D (but i'm thinking of changing to weekdays since nobody can learn with me BOO and then i might as well change to weekdays so i can save money)

So there O:! and i actually didn't go 6L lunch today well cause got alot of work :/! Poor XR YC CR manz there were only the three of them -.-

Well jiayou da jia i bet everyone has alot of stuff to do~

2008-11-29T23:17:00.003+08:00

hello haha. just now when i came to blogger it said "41 posts" lol :D anw this blog abit dead so i came to revive it! yay okay i want to whine

the guitar competition is in feb2009! D: its so early wahpiang then i totally no xin li zhun bei you know i thought my teacher gave me the piece to play for FUN and not to compete! :/ malu tou le then after that he was teaching both me and the gay at the same time then i totally zi bei diao because i got stuck and i didnt know what he was playing but the gay can play and he was continuing on his own! walao tell me im gonna just malu myself in the competition. its like what 22feb2009 i have only around 3months?

competitioncompetitioncompetitioncompetition
diediediedie

this year i just malu-ed in prelims and didnt even make it to finals i was shivering because the room was so cold then i was shaking because i was super nervous my number was 9 like my index number but suay became the last because that number10 never go because maybe he/she chicken out. then sai i hear like 7 out of 8 people before me play the same piece and i was wondering why everybody's version sounded so different! they all played so fast then i play at my own pace which is like slower than theirs. and this year got people proer than me who are playing the same piece, die le lor.

and right on youtube i cannot find the piece! [adantino by m. giuliani] and i realised it wrote there on top of the score "guitar intermediate" INTERMEDIATE walao walao i was in junior this year and next year im intermediate crazy i dont think im ready

okay, useless whining i bet i sound very stupid.

beh 22feb2009 i will conquer you.

2008-11-19T20:51:00.002+08:00

WHEEEE TARGET ARTICLES! STUDY FOR THINGYTHINGY! :D :D :D

yah dead blog, how? answer's so easy dude! go listen to harrypotter bands! and read harrypotter again and again OR OMG NICK HORNBY. love.

2008-11-19T15:22:00.003+08:00

hello~ the blog is abit dead yah. D: i dont know how to revive it - -"

i changed the skin~ its yellow :D hmm okay so a new year is going to begin quite soon! wonder how 310'09 will be like, haha. and where our classroom will be! can sort of guess lah, but we'll never know for sure :) hopefully it'll be next to 311 (it should be next to 411 in 2010) because like that then clarissa can come and find me, haha.

and in about 8months we'll be ncos alr! O:

beh, its raining at bukit panjang now. - -

2008-11-06T12:03:00.003+08:00

Hello Glenda, yes I have taken up your challenge to find your secret LJ! And I really have tried, I searched blogsearch.google with phrases like "esther laopo livejournal" "esther livejournal six packs" "glenda six packs" "giraffe livejournal six packs" "find my livejournal" and so on, using those variations, since I know those are your obsessions -.- and haha this blog, and our squad blog appeared multiple times!

However, I don't think I'll find your LJ this time. Hahaha the only time I found yours the last time was because I found A SQUADMATE's (hahahaha I don't know if you want me to disclose your name!), which I only found because I was blogsearching what other schools thought about NYNP during Area ATC and I found yours through the comment that was on that post! :D And it was totally by chance, cos I wasn't expecting to find anyone's in particular.

SO I GIVE UP. You can tell me your LJ link now (:

SUBJECT COMBI TOMORROW!! I think I screwed up my interview because I was blabbing without caution and D: it wasn't very good, but I guess I won't say it's very bad but I hope -crosses fingers- that I'll be able to pull through with my grades! (But I hope certain people don't get in coughcough, though I don't know them as classmates but I think I'd rather not D:) Aircon might be in my class though (:

I'm very bored I'm trying to suntan myself (: Because my legs are all fat and pasty ahh so gross D: D: D: because in NP, we always are in the sun so we get tanned, but the sad thing is that only our forearms and faces are exposed so the rest stays all white!! And thus we've bad tanlines HAHA. This has to change. And I'm really going to exercise this time!

I read The Notebook hahahaha and yes you should read it too, because it's a very sweet love story, I guess, but the thing is, I don't think Allie should have left her fiance for another guy just because of "true love" -.- -.- -.- especially when the other guy was JAMES MARSDEN, sorry that was only in the movie, but JAMES MARSDEN!! Hahahaa I guess, quoting Draco (((: I'm "another one with no proper ~~wizard~~ romantic feeling"! :D

And read CIRCLE OF MAGIC I LOVE THAT SERIES! Though it's kiddy but IT WILL STAY WITH ME FOREVER (((: Tamora Pierce ftw! :D :D :D

Byebye!

2008-11-04T17:53:00.002+08:00

HELLO ESTHER :D

we shall have equal ownership over this blog, and now we're going to play a game! (: since you very cleverly (and abit scariliy) found my lj last time, you shall go find my secret lj now HAHAHAHA. :D

love you! (:

2008-11-04T16:03:00.002+08:00

had drama today, then went kap with clarine (again!) and rebecca and nicole. hmm, talked alot haha and played games also, played heart attack then laugh until stomachache/hyperventilate/face red diao. LOL. and we found out that nicole is a siren! :D siren siren siren siren siren. lol! and this siren very 特别 one okay. it'll shriek for no reason and without any warning hahah. and then after that we started talking about abs/packs before going home~~~

drama!

lol clarine wearing her extremely sexy (ahem, revealing) grass skirt! -coughs-

this is called roflmao :D

ahaha. tried video-ing our performance once also! my phone gave up after scene2, no more memory space already. D:

the shava shava soundtrack is screwed D: cannottttttt its the best song on our cd~ lol did the bollywood thing then when i was struck by lightning i sadly fell on my elbow which is now red and 破皮 and just quite pain. ): must learn how to die properly next time.

and NICOLE CHENG IS THE BEST. die already still can sit up, play with rebecca, then lie down again! and she hug her bamboo pole like guard rifle like that - -"

hmm this holidays like got alot of gatherings :D but still not alot lol. im supposed to go watch hsm3 with clarine, rebecca, alicia wong and nicole tomorrow after drama BUT im a lazy pig HARHAR and i dont like hsm3 D: but since nicole already abandoned alicia puah for me okay maybe i'll go (and since my mama sponsoring me for everything :DDDDDDD)

oh yah clarissa tan ("heart my qiang forever~") posted her video of her playing riverflowsinyou on qq! :D see clarissa, you love me too. (:

2008-11-03T17:10:00.009+08:00

有些爱只给到这真的痛了 says:
jan! do you have last year and this year class montage?

J\The trouble with the rat race is that even if you win, you're still a rat. says:
Yah.

有些爱只给到这真的痛了 says:
send to me please~~~!

有些爱只给到这真的痛了 says:
:D

J\The trouble with the rat race is that even if you win, you're still a rat. sends:
Cancel(Alt+Q)

J\The trouble with the rat race is that even if you win, you're still a rat. sends:
Cancel(Alt+Q)

有些爱只给到这真的痛了 says:
woo!

有些爱只给到这真的痛了 says:
yay thanks :D :D :D

J\The trouble with the rat race is that even if you win, you're still a rat. says:
Lol. Np.

有些爱只给到这真的痛了 says:
by the way this year class montage was very nice :D

有些爱只给到这真的痛了 says:
but got one ahemunglamahem photo of me yah - -

J\The trouble with the rat race is that even if you win, you're still a rat. says:
Hahha. Got meh.

有些爱只给到这真的痛了 says:
gottttttttttt

有些爱只给到这真的痛了 says:
D: nevermind haha im forever quite glam one (:

J\The trouble with the rat race is that even if you win, you're still a rat. says:
HAHAH. No what.

有些爱只给到这真的痛了 says:
what no! im forever glam okay

J\The trouble with the rat race is that even if you win, you're still a rat. says:
Haha. No lah.

J\The trouble with the rat race is that even if you win, you're still a rat. says:
Kay. Ttyl while the thingy send, file damn big.

有些爱只给到这真的痛了 says:
lol okay.

有些爱只给到这真的痛了 says:
the file really very big. - -"

i wonder why montages have such great impact on me. i bet if in 2010 sqdms make a montage and put a touching song i will definitely cry. (and i bet when clarissa sees this she'll start making one sometime haha.) class montage made me love my class alot more lol, and i love sqdms alot already, then in 2010 cry until sqdms drown O:

i, i will remember you and all of the things that we've gone through. there is so much i can say but words get in the way so we're not together, i will remember you.

-sigh- my dear 206-ers, you irritate/annoy/piss me off sometimes, and we procrastinate alot too, but still, i love you and i know you love me too. (: lets jiayou for c&d, since its the LAST class project already. must make it a super memorable performance okay! its the last performance that we'll have as a class and according to jan, the time of our lives. (sort of considered the last 15mins we might have as a class O:) we've seen how each other has grown, and we're a part of each others' lives, whether or not we had a big role in it. in any case, i'll miss you all the same (: lol i never cry like n who cried while posting every single post that had 206 in it! and not like pt so emo haha. to sixers, i will remember you!

jan is the best. :D

2008-11-03T13:58:00.003+08:00

now that the goodbyes had been said, i feel empty inside. after this phase has passed, it seems like a part of me has been taken away. the ending of 2008 may have no impact on some people like how the end of 2007 had no impact on me, but i really have mixed feelings about it and i dont know how i really feel. the realization of this end doesnt seem to have completely sunk in but it hurts as much, maybe even more. why didnt it hurt so much before. i dont remember the ending of 2006 being like this. 有时候舍不得也不是办法, but certain emotions cannot be controlled.

while walking home today i was thinking of why im in nanyang now (apart from the fact that im quite clever and why im so clever) i remember in primary school i didnt like the idea of being in a high-class school that is single-sex some more with white sleeveless uniforms. then i thought of what if i was not in nanyang. i wouldnt have met sqdms, friends, etc, and i wont be the same me. but would life be better? maybe if i wasnt in nanyang, at this point of time i wouldnt be feeling how i feel now.

dramamamamamama today. sucks again - -" 1 week to performance. thats 7 days, which is only 2 or 3 more practices, which is obviously not enough. but i think clarine is right, i've given up. when you stand in a desert facing only heaps of sand, and you shout, there's nobody there to listen, nobody to help you. and it feels just like that. when things finally looked up, we fell again, this time even harder and further. why must you disappoint every time? its so frustrating to have to keep doing this again and again. 为什么非要对不起不应该对不起的人？i've lost all will to carry on, and i'd rather let it end badly now. maybe this way you'll feel the disappointment for once, instead of me.

its 3 november already, please wake up.

2008-11-02T15:04:00.005+08:00

i think im the laggest person to post about last day of school.

hmm. good news is that im promoted. class closure was... class-ey. 206 was just how it always was. happy, fun, loud, chatty, loving. and then we all watched the 206 montage for the first time as a class and jan really did a good job. (but there was still the ~~unglam~~ photo of me! D:) then mrsheng talked to some of us and i realised that im really gonna miss mrsheng D: okay then went over to bs for level closure. no feel can. - -" hmm then went for dalt. i had really really really bad muscleache after dalt, yesterday and even today! especially my right butt, and my whole right leg. i cant even walk properly, my right knee will just go backwards. - -" after dalt erm. well our bags were at 3rd level. yah. saw sec4s grad ceremony. hmm. stayed back with sqdms too, emo-ing at the swing. dora was singing this song and sqdms started playing the see-who-cry-first-game. and i also did er, something, at approximately 7.55pm.

i made nicole cry too. o.O thanks nicole for the kinderbueno/letter/orange string/mentos and thanks pt for the gay purple giraffe hairclip and thanks liwen for the orange taffy. i'll miss our class, despite whatever -ahem- things we've been through. true friends, janice, thats what 206 can be. hmm suddenly dont feel like posting pictures. okay, no pictures for this post.

so, thank you everybody in 206 who have created many memories for me to take along in the next chapter of life. we'll still see each other next year (probably), so you all better wave to me when you see me. our classmateship might have ended, but that doesnt mean our friendship has ended too. these 2 years, i've changed. i grew taller, put on weight, cut my hair short, changed my specs, made new friends and new enemies and changed my enemies to friends. i got more muscles and became tanner too (at least i think so.), and hopefully, i've changed some of you too, and left my mark in your hearts.

so this is the end ~~and a new beginning~~, so this is goodbye. it has ended, but it wont be forgotten. and now we have to learn how to let go even if its tough, and let it be a thing of the past.

goodbye, and thanks for everything.

2008-10-30T17:37:00.003+08:00

esther is in camp ): i miss her so~

didnt bring bag to school today! :D just pouch (with phone, money and ezlink inside) and waterbottle and a bag of chips! :D went to sentosa~~~ fun fun fun. stood twice next to sp in 7-11 :D hmm. took some photos too! post post post (maybe next time) and we saw a big scary shadow in the water! that started moving towards janice omg. hao ke pa.

had drama prac after school too. it was not bad! people werent that late and we made quite good use of time. (: mrng suddenly pop up halfway through our classroom and s4-07 prac lol. hmm. the bollywood thing got more spastic! and it really was not bad, well done :D

and we sort of shot over time for s4-07. then around 3.40 our door suddenly opened! a person from the class after us opened it (haha shall not say which class) then sp's head popped in! :DDDDDDDD then after that when we left the room she was leaning against the door~ and her face was red! sunburnt O: poor sp. D:

we have class phototaking tomorrow. first time since p6. all my primary school class photos turned out quite horrible. - -" hmm. tomorrow is last day of classmateship with 206ers, last day of school, last day of er a thing which i shouldnt say here. quite sad when we think about it, but hey! life still carries on. to people im "leaving" in some way or another,

must think of me quite often okay. :D

(pictures next post, promise! i know esther wants to see her husband whom she parted with for quite long :D)

2008-10-29T15:58:00.004+08:00

today was not saddening at all! cause there was NO DRAMA :D ahaha trust a director to be saying such things. mm.

took same bus as pl today~ :D ran with pt in the morning too! cause by right she has some things after school and cannot run with me after school so we ran in the morning instead. hmm. 8 rounds of track, classroom block got people cannot run quad! D:

lol we were observing the clouds in silence - - got cirrus, cumulus, alto-something and strato-something. alot of different clouds. (i bet msyip will be proud to know that we can identify clouds almost correctly :D) then ended up sweaty for the next 1 hour or so even though i was in the audi - - my hair was still wet during the break. diaooo. the shirt was disgusting luh haha still use it to wipe sweat. threw it at nicole, surprised that she didnt scream.

went to singapore art museum after that. i was very happy during the briefing! :D my yinghui was on my right and my sp was on my left :D but too bad luh sp's class didnt go singapore art museum with 206. )': but its okay haha yinghui went~ and i wrote "i love yinghui" quite alot of times on the chalk-house-art-thing but it all got erased by her. T.T

"the caretaker" that artpiece is damn scary okay. wonder why nicole dare to go in - - but pt is still the worst haha at least i went near it :D

stayed back to "bond" with nicole and pt since we only have 2 days of classmateship left. started off with a lame big-step walk in the quad. taking steps of four tiles at once is quite chor lor but somehow very natural for nicole :D and pt walks like ah ma! steps so small haha. oh yah saw sp at a certain place very visible from the canteen too :D :D :D

ended up only with nicole cause pt went for the psl thing. then clarissa came too and they were doing the river flows in you thing at the canteen piano then when around a little before 2.30, nicole's nose started dripping blood. O: it was bleeding for very long, so scary luh. more than 17minutes. haha. clarissa and i helped as "first-aiders" :D and we even called her mama - -" yes willa and luping were there too :D and then yinghui and eileen came also~ then hmm we left for home and by doing so, we dumped pt's bag there haha! its okay we can bond through msn~ :D

sentosa family day tomorrow. yay sentosa~ i like :D hmm 206 is supposed to wear pe tee with berms O: isnt that abit weird. lol i suddenly felt tempted to wear white berms! then it'll look like im wearing pyjamas (according to my mama) haha so fun~ all white like hongzi like that. i'll have to go buy chips later for tomorrow. and find sandals to wear. maybe my sis has old sandals or something. (:

oh yes mrlim is very funny :D

hmm said at the beginning of my post that today was not sad at all (yay clarissa thanks to your rainbow or something) but then i just found out something sad! oh well. ):

2008-10-28T20:51:00.002+08:00

stuff i want to add in after 1 hour from the original post!

big thank you to nicole and clarissa (:

haha i really love yall alr (not to the wife di bu, only esther got the privilege :D) but still i love you cause you are one of the few people who bother to cheer me up when im not happy and when you guys didnt even cause my unhappiness! :D thanks alot, to nicole for standing up for me! and to clarissa especially for doing all the sweet things (smiling -----/giraffe card with nice things inside and a rainbow pic for me :D)

and when i compare sqdms to -ahem- people i really see the difference manz. and i start to love sqdms more all over again lol. aiya why cant everybody be like sqdms. D: but then if thats the case the world would be almost-perfect to live in. quite a spastic world that would be though. and the people who make the damage, not just making me sad but also about being totally irresponsible etc, they dont bother to do anything and just throw their mess for other people to clean up. treat us like what. throw their shit at us expect us to be cleaner aunty clean for them. "yes ma'm can i get tea for you also?" "yes ma'm i go cook porridge for you now." stupid.

so anyway sqdms, dont ever treat me like maid/shit-eater/cleaner aunty okay. i know you wont haha and i know yall are very cute i love you :D
我爱你！(:

2008-10-28T19:52:00.005+08:00

quote from clarissa: "heart my qi forever! :D" woo one of the ten thousand nicest things clarissa has ever said to me haha. i will cheer up for you (:

thank you clarissa i "heart" you back, qiang :D thank you for the smiling ----- cum giraffe card :D i like~ aiya but what you said is quite true that its going to be over in 2weeks! and there's rainbows after the rain but its not easy to go through the rain cause i dont like the rain. D: but oh well. im looking forward to see the rainbow. 2weeks~~~

today was erm. both a good and bad day.

good:
1. jiamin has all mo jie zuo songs in her phone and now i have them in my phone :D
2. im quite happy with my msg :D
3. today's curriculum was quite slack (watching indian love movie lol!) and tomorrow got biennale and day after that got sentosa trip woo~ :D

bad:
1. today's drama got to the most frustrating point of being rushed like crazy and total uncooperation where me and clarine were scared deep in our hearts and domineering on the outside and nearly forced to tears. )< (clarissa i want my rainbow~!)
2. erm and basically more elaboration on that point.
3. and that i learnt about something from my girlfriend named dora (peiyin) which is just:
o.O
O:
- -"
D:
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i had a dream last night! that i told alot of sqdms about! its so interesting hahah. ny organized some sort of 10km race! and people who want to take part must take part in groups of 3. so i grouped with pt then we wanted to find one more sqdm but nobody! (i distinctively remember esther and wenxian grouping with huiran or somebody else) so we chose to find a teacher. (since some groups did it too and it was allowed) so we grouped with a young male teacher who teaches either bio/geog/pe and his name was dr lennie :D dr lennie very shuai omgggggg. hahaha and those MUSCLES woo~ i like. then i remember we started last (dont know why!) )< but we ended up first on the first day. first day had 5rounds of dont know what area hahah somehow it wasnt tiring at all. we were running in a row, me then pt then dr lennie then i remember seeing joan also! haha and and there were some parts have to climb up and down some metal place like playground like that i hit my head twice there! - -" then aiya dr lennie very shuai and very nice and he run very fast also! then some more we run alot alr then somehow the track next to it got a group of sec 3s studying huge rocks then dr lennie while running he picked up a rock (really heavy one lol) and while running threw it over to them for them to study! shuai shuai shuai. and until i narrated till this part to sqdms, jacinta cut me off with a very ahem comment. - -" thanks alot.

oh yah we saw 204's audi rehearsal yinghui damn shuai woo~ and jacinta was wearing a red dress! O: took pics of the yinghui cause she's too attractive and jacinta so i can blackmail her someday LOL :D

逃避不是解决问题的方法。但不逃避，只会受苦，何必呢？没有人会管的。我不知道，我现在到底是在逃避或在面对问题。

你们是不会明白的。(wow this is such a generalization. -coughs-)

2008-10-27T17:12:00.007+08:00

就算做事做错也只是怕错过

before the cut!

the process~

the suddenly tiny tail, haha :D

the big bag of surprises :)

nicole says trixie looks very different before and after the cut! haha seen it before quite a few times alr, but if trixie could understand everything i say, i would most likely tell her, "see, 年轻了十岁" HAHA who knew robin hood my papa has such wonderful dog grooming skills~ he not only robs the rich to help the poor, he helps the too-poor-to-bring-their-dog-to-the-groomers-people to groom their dogs! :D

2008-10-27T13:30:00.003+08:00

i started reading digital fortress~ :D the book is very po lan though. from my sis' school library which was giving away books. - -"

yesterday went out with my mama~ go buy berms cause my favourite berms tore and cannot wear alr D': but to pei chang my mama bought me FOUR berms in place of one haha. went causeway and lot1. realised that the body shop has a "natural" smell coming out of it. quite erm. nauseating.

also played badminton with my mama after that :D woo so fun. but the court was taken up by 2 small but powderful and barefooted malay boys competing against a chinese pair of brother and sister but they dont even know each other. interesting. so my mama and i went to the park to play where we fed the mosquitoes. then we sweated alot hahah and tired alr (played for one hour) so went back home to bathe~ then watched hsm2. i still dont really like it - -"

hmm. happy deepavali to peiting :D have a good holiday, my dear indian friend (:

tomorrow we'll be knowing our overall results. omg very scared luh )< jiayou~ hope i wont get retained/kicked out.

papa is giving trixie a furcut :D jie took the "before" photo of the "before and after" photos of trixie alr. (: maybe later i'll post here the before and after :D

poor camel. totally exhausted and fed-up with those camel-riding idiots. see how you survive if you no camel. camel go on strike then you know. idiots. dont think cause the camel is nice then you can push it around. (lol so ego. i like.) after 10nov and when 2008 ends, camel will severe all ties with you. after that day, i realised that "you" is a generalization of camel-riding people, not just ms -- --- ---. watch your limits, dont push anybody off the edge cause you dont know what they're capable of doing. (or NOT doing.) 真的太过分了。我们也累了，我们要休息。你们从来没我们着想过。去死吧。

i dare you to walk the desert without the camel.

2008-10-24T21:35:00.007+08:00

ran 14 rounds of quad yesterday with peiting after nwz~ it was drizzling when we wanted to start so we ran the rounds one the first floor instead. haha like operation opulence like that! only no fun games. - -" hmm found out that we are not very mentally strong. i wanted to give up at like the 7th round alr. - - peiting wanted to give up at around 11th. (lol 7-11) hmm but we didnt give up yay good job (: we assumed that 2 rounds of quad = 1 round of track, but dont know eh alicia says that the quad is only a little smaller than the track so we probably ran more than 7 rounds of the track. - -" nevermind next time we'll run 16 rounds of quad or something :D and we also discovered that somehow it seems faster to run at the general office that side instead of the classrooms that side! O:

stayed back for an hour of drama today. i think it was completely wasted - - whats the use of it if half an hour is spent waiting for people to come. no matter what we say the attitude wont change so i have nothing to say at all. and anyway if i wanted to, even if im a director i dont have the authority to. whats the point if nobody respects you. and all the suggestions that the people who cared gave (say something as a director, complain to mdmoehlers/mrng), it wont work cause nothing worked before, then what else would work? it wont take one day to change a personality. even if i could with time, i wont have the patience to face such people and i wont be bothered. i alr want to give up trying, but there's still people who make me want to hang on (the minority - -" the sad, troubled minority.) what are we supposed to do/say?

me: what if they dont prepare the costumes?
director c: make them go naked. (what we "agreed" on: costume is one own's reponsibility, they dont do it they go naked and answer for it themselves cause its none of our business)
me: - -" really meh. mrng will kill us first. we're the directors leh. if die we die first.
director c: (becomes troubled again)

-sigh-

a certain person j: "we should go and talk to mdmoehlers about it." and then we declined cause 1, mdmoehlers is not in charge of our group. 2, we didnt know where mdmoehlers/mrng were. 3, even if they do scold -ahem-s, nothing will change, they still wont care. 4, if -ahem-s get scolded, we'll be f***-ed by them and get hated for the rest of the time they'll ever remember us (though director c doesnt seem to mind). 5, i think directors are at fault if the group does something wrong (director c disagrees. she says its not our fault that -ahem-s dont cooperate. makes some sense though - -") but in the end we didnt. im glad we didnt cause i wouldnt know what to do/say.

i have the suspicion that i (and maybe director c, person r, person j and person n) are overreacting/oversensitive. person n just assured me that i am not though and there are people who share the same feelings. -sigh- maybe we'll just grit our teeth and tolerate and it'll soon be over. after 10november, everything will be fine~ maybe the only reason why im looking forward to 2009 so much is you. it sucks to know that 3/4 of the people are not committed at all and you dont get the respect even as their classmate. classmate okay. go and die.

drama (and the troubles) aside, went for dalt after that. ran 3 rounds of the quad as pt then went to join peiyin~~~ now i have bad muscleache in my legs )< oh yes and puayling and i waited around 1 hour for a 171 that has space for us to squeeze on. - -"

hmm weather nowadays very cold! i dont like D< washing np hoodie! nothing to keep me warm ): borrowed my sister's blue hoodie (without permission first lol!)

i think i have twopacks yay~~~ (emphasis on "think") yay okay good motivation to work towards solid and defined sixpacks~ :D

oh yes wrote a random song on guitar last night and let clarissa listen today. hmm i think it sounds abit funny but nevermind i still like~ :D its only 17 seconds long by the way. diaooo.

also! more than words guitar cover played for laopo~ :D got some parts that i screwed up though. haha but this is the best one recorded.

speaking of clarissa, this just happened:

my beautiful cautionbee! says: dont worry

my beautiful cautionbee! says: it will be fine de

my beautiful cautionbee! says: jiayou k dont worry~~~

彩色的世界染上空白 says: they dont even have respect for us as classmates.

my beautiful cautionbee! says: its okay my directors also dont respect us

彩色的世界染上空白 says: lol okay.

彩色的世界染上空白 says: being director is shit.

my beautiful cautionbee! says: lol jiayou lah

my beautiful cautionbee! says: dont qi nei

my beautiful cautionbee! says: alls gonna be over soon

彩色的世界染上空白 says: yes 10nov

my beautiful cautionbee! says: mm

my beautiful cautionbee! says: 彩色的世界染上空白，蜡烛为世界染的痛快，彩虹在天空添上颜色，你这个导演可真不赖！:D:D

my beautiful cautionbee! says: i randomly continued from your name

my beautiful cautionbee! says: hahah

彩色的世界染上空白 says: LOL

my beautiful cautionbee! says: dedicated to you! (:

彩色的世界染上空白 says: aww so sweet~

2008-10-22T15:07:00.005+08:00

dear ms -- --- ---,
i'd like you to know that you had done an excellent job of pissing us off every single time. not bad. and it works even better since you're irritating as your normal self. your comments are greatly not appreciated, thanks very much, but we'd rather not get them, cause "totally lame and ridiculous" is not constructive criticism, in case if you didnt know what that means. maybe because your english is of a very poor standard and you only know how to hurt people. if you cannot understand or appreciate, go jump off a building. if you want to object, do give suggestions or do the whole thing by yourself. even if you do, do not complain that we forced it on you, since you asked for it (for the millionth time). count yourself lucky that what you got is one of the best few already, so stop saying that what we're doing its shit. its not shit and just so you know we worked very hard for it and it actually improved alot already. or maybe you are just a idiot fussypot so you can just do it yourself but since you probably have only about one day to do so, it'll turn out shittier and ruin everything. but even if you have ten years, it'll still be shitty because the person doing it has a shitty mind, a shitty heart, and a shitty personality. so if everything we do is "totally lame and ridiculous", then YOU should do something about it since nobody else is complaining like that. if you can help contribute and improve things, go ahead, nobody's stopping you. but you shouldnt pull others back and just piss them off when they did the best they could. are you just saying that we are inferior to you? i dont think so. maybe your skin too thick and information doesnt go in. even after being scolded/lectured a few times by higher authorities, you still remain as annoying. stop pissing us off because we dont have much strength left to carry on. oh and by the way, stop pulling my hoodie. i hate it the most when you pull my hoodie and kick my butt/chair even if its accidentally. and stop whacking my head. if i was a thai kid i would have strangled you long ago. if you ruin my precious clever head you wont be able to pay for it. stop shouting at other people too when you're so noisy yourself in the first place. its irritating. if others are busy and you are seeking their attention (so typical of you) just be patient. dont shout or interrupt or pull their hoodies or whack their heads. it hurts, its rude, and its not funny. dont think you're right all the time. in fact, its the opposite, not just in my eyes, but in many others' eyes as well. so please reflect on your own attitude/behaviour and wonder why you are quite hated. just to remind you again, stop torturing me. im not a doll you keep in your home that you can beat everytime just because you want to obsess over something. you dont own me and i have no reason to be obliged to let you torture me. okay, thank you very much. i cant wait to get separated from you in sec 3.
im looking forward for this phase to end, but some reasons make me want certain things to remain how they are.

today's results were not that bad. my geog impressed myself and my mama alot haha. totally unexpected luh (: lang arts was abit funny. lol. oh yah mdm oehlers said someone started off with a quote from r&j and i immediately thought of esther! lol. hmm, finally its over. (: didnt manage to run with pt though. it rained damn heavily. i hate the rain - -" hmm but took bus with alicia and managed to study quite alot for nwz~ woo.

"but even though life brings you down sometimes, it is a roller coaster; someone/something will bring you up again." wow, one sentence can perfectly describe two people. the first is of course ms -- --- --- and the second is clarinechia. and so its quite obvious who/what im talking about. but still no matter what there are still people who wont give a damn so why not just grit our teeth and let it pass. its going to be over soon.

hello clarissa if you're seeing this, we were correct yesterday! remember "tomorrow will be a better day" and "who cares what tomorrow shall bring"? today was really a better day in comparison with yesterday. :) (except for the "constructive criticism" i received. D<)

this was in my last post but heck i wanna include it in this post too. says my feelings towards so many things happening:

i dont know what to say, and there's nothing much left to say anyway.
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2008-10-21T21:57:00.002+08:00

hello glenda!

today i was *mood swinging* during act! i was dao and silent (more so than usual anyway) and irritated and brooding, like a tall, dark, handsome hero in those romance novels you always read. so irritating wor, i bet i pissed a lot of people off. peiting tried to guess who i was angry at but there were so many things haha the sms i sent her explaining myself (to?) was about 4 messages long. but it's okay because we singtel users have unlimited sms!

ha, i just finished my C&D script woo, i think my class is quite screwed, the blocking is OMG OMG OMG -dies- i should study nwz. and complete birthday cards for JT and lynn!! LYNN!! doesn't come here. tsk.

well, don't be sad for your results! academics aren't everything. though i guess this is hypocritical because if i failed sec two or something i'd kill myself before joining another school because the SHAME OH THE SHAME. but my mum wouldn't let me uh give up on myself haha so i'd have to go over and start anew and no np :(: and NO FRIENDS OMG. yes. BUT I STILL LOVE YOU (:

i'll post stuff here that i'd usually post on my blog :D

i got my phone confiscated today D: during science.. eck i thought phones can use leh, because of the *calculator function*! then i asked my friend if the teacher was scary and she said it depends and everyone was telling me to change my nametag (the colour, not the name haha). but so weird, when the teacher confiscated it she would have seen already right? since it's such a bright colour D: which is the point. but the teacher was quite nice about it. yay.

i feel horrible when i feel that my marks are suckish. because actually they aren't but i still feel so eeky. like!! I WANTED BETTER MARKS D: because aim high, when you don't achieve it you feel horrible right? this is sad hai.

i like my presents today! :D SQUADMATES YOU GUYS ARE WEIRD yay i'll list squadmates' presents here :D

peiting: snoopy weighing machine!! plus a notice that tells me i'm not fat haha (I AM YOUR WEIGHING MACHINE IS 1KG LIGHTER!)

yijia: A HANDMADE CARD i just realised that the cake was made out of paper stuck on each other omg the effort <3>

glenda: YOU DARLING DEAREST YOU GAVE ME A RING (: no, i don't know what the words on the ring are, and you gave me a tofuthing and two letters ((((((((((:

clarissa: a letter from tomdaley telling me that he's "available" hahaha clarissa you're very full of um cr- i mean, creative ideas :D haha and a vacuum cleaner thing ooh so cute that my mum thought was to clean my laptop keyboard but it's for eraser dust haha!

yan ni: a shitting sheep card :D

lynn: a LELE CARD! :D that is long (overdue) HAHAA thank you i didn't expect you to give me a letter in the shape of a penguin/wobuffet.

yay you guys rock :D :D :D

i feel so bitchy now. i'll sleep at 12 heheheh to STUDY NWZ gosh i'm hardworking! (not really) oooh i think it's inborn lah. "i'm sorry i can't be perfect" simpleplan is AWESOME! though the lyrics are very "emoeyteenish" but i still like it :D well. i won't try to be perfect anyway. and i'm happy that i still kind of have an opinion but GOSH I WANT TO WHACK YOUR HEAD IN WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT INANE STUPID THINGS!!!

this is ending on a really bad note haha harry potter quotes (: jk rowling is as old as my mum!

Differences of habit and language are nothing at all if our aims are identical and our hearts are open.
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire

cough, perhaps. hahahaha dampener gosh.

Remember, if the time should come when you have to make a choice between what is right, and what is easy, remember what happened to a boy who was good, and kind, and brave, because he strayed across the path of Lord Voldemort.
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire

oh cedric D:

We must try not to sink beneath our anguish, Harry, but battle on.
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

When you have seen as much of life as I have, you will not underestimate the power of obsessive love.
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

obsessive love? right on! RABID FANGIRL MODE ACTIVATED!

yay, look, draco:

wheeeeee~ he's sneering!

2008-10-21T20:56:00.003+08:00

im sorry i cant be perfect.

my results suck - -" well at least i know i can predict the future. i knew all long that i would fail science all cause of chem D< but i dont know, i think i feel numb alr. so what if the tears have been shed and the heart has felt the pain? nothing changes the fact that you failed. but 从哪里跌倒就要从哪里爬起来, we just wont know how painful the process will be. the only thing that matters the most is that after you've felt the guilt and sadness, whether or not you'd want to 勇敢地面对 and whether or not you'd choose to make those around you feel sad for you (when they dont have to) just cause you're wallowing in self-pity.

not bad, eoys taught me more than academic stuff.

another lesson i learnt.

no matter how hard you try, there's always people to pull you down, tell you bad stuff etc. even if you put in alot of effort and do your best, when others are not even doing anything, yes some people will appreciate it and understand, but others only know how to complain and want you to change something. constructive criticism, i know, but after you get it many times it just gets irritating and especially when the people who criticise you dont have any suggestions themselves. so life is always so realistic and cruel. after you work your guts out over ten times for something that couldve been done only once if everybody cooperated, we just get tired and want to give up, but we still cant. how sad.

im looking forward for this phase to end, but some reasons make me want certain things to remain how they are.

act today was not bad. thought i would do much worse though i didnt do quite well - -" hmm left pegging havent try yet, but went through theory. peiting wenxian and i all havent pegged yet! :/ all cause it rained right before we could peg. diaooo. i owed punishments and returned punishments in one day. "good job w0rXzXz" i think double clove hitch is the funnest :D peiting is the best partner luh :)

going running with peiting tomorrow~~~ run run run!

but even though life brings you down sometimes, it is a roller coaster; someone/something will bring you up again.

i somehow feel much better after typing all this out. blahbleebloobloo. shall look forward to running tomorrow (and probably heaping loads of questions about nwz on peiting wahaha got secret motive one) and maybe crapping with her after that and getting a tan! well not really since one day's sunlight wont do much difference - -"

herlinda told me something quite funny today. "you know, you are so special to me, you are not like other people. in my eyes, other people are all just a pile of dung. but not you! you are two piles of dung (:" second one! "whenever i see you, my heart just beats damn fast, and i feel my heart racing! but i dont know why! but... i think, its because... the sight of you just pisses me off."
HAHA very funny herlinda - -" diaooo.

i dont know what to say, and there's nothing much left to say anyway.
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2008-10-20T13:09:00.003+08:00

i feel accomplished! actually no it shouldnt be me feeling accomplished but clarine and rebecca, cause they totally re-did the drama script! with help from me yesterday of course :D yay okay i think its quite funny hahah. but alot of props and costumes from the previous script gone to waste D< and we'll have to start making new props/costumes again. T.T

i think its quite funny (: nicole is more obviously erm psycho :D but we're both talking on msn about how sad our lives are. we both die in the end! hers from a gunshot from me an me from being struck by lightning! - -" but i still think the script quite cool :D

we havent recast yet! lets see. 10 people lost their previous roles and there are new roles for them to fill. woo cool.

hmm. i want to ask peiting to come online so we can draw weird weird things on msn again to better our understanding :D and then after that when my sis comes home from her Os i'll have to shut down computer and probably go bpp. woo~ but for now waiting for clarine and rebecca the two 饿鬼s to come back from their lunchbreak haha.

spongebob electric guitars! 我喜欢~

2008-10-19T23:01:00.002+08:00

recapping something with pt over msn now. hahah you wont believe the ridiculous drawings that i drew! haha.

woke up at 9.45 this morning. not bad alr considering the fact that after exams i had always been waking up around 11plus or even near 1. :D me and my jie today we made breakfast for our papa and mama~ she did most of the cooking though haha if i cook maybe people will 食物中毒! spent like one hour in the kitchen with my sis and i made it quite messy hahah.

convo between me and pt now: (i guess its quite obvious to guess what we're talking about)

tuesday=sigh... i forgot everything........ says:
i somehow cannot picture! goodness

许个愿一辈子快乐飞翔 says:
me also

许个愿一辈子快乐飞翔 says:
its like you need to sit there in the --- (censored!)

许个愿一辈子快乐飞翔 says:
with the stuff infront of you

许个愿一辈子快乐飞翔 says:
and all the time in the world

许个愿一辈子快乐飞翔 says:
then you'll know.

tuesday=sigh... i forgot everything........ says:
hahas +) well the part with the all the time in the world usaully don happen

tuesday=sigh... i forgot everything........ says:
haha=)

tuesday=sigh... i forgot everything........ says:
maybe only when we become ---- (censored!)

oh yes i cut my hair yesterday. looks abit too short. abit toot. but im not the only one with a bad haircut, according to the cute person with mushroom head. :D we're taking away 100routine for a new and improved routine to work on our abs :D we actually researched on how to get sixpacks - -"

hmm tomorrow my sister's Os are starting. jiayou hope she does well :D then can play neopets all she wants after 24 days le lo. hahahaha. i think im better to my sister than esther is to her sister! :D

oh yes i did ask my mama about the archery thing. she seems quite okay with me taking it up and she doesnt seem to mind paying for it but she's worried with how i'll manage my time. cause i'll have to start music theory lessons again with my ex piano teacher. and i told my mama i can just push everything to saturday, which means theory lessons, archery (if i take up), maths tuition and guitar. and ms elsa doesnt give lessons on weekends so my theory lesson will have to be after school someday. D< and yah dont even know if got archery instructor or something. if dont have then if i still want to take up some other sport also dont know if bukit batok csc got courses anot. - - 烦恼

我还想她

泪水将我淹没
到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白
奔不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我才终于明白
奔不到的承诺就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱
我不痛
我不懂

我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
别告诉她我还想她
就让沉默代替所有回答

2008-10-17T19:32:00.000+08:00

LOL i just posted my seventh post in a row at squadblog. yes obviously squadblog seems quite dead. anyway what im gonna post is probably repeated so why dont i just copy from squadblog :D see im quite clever, yes? -暗爽-

I HEAR MILUBING AT BPP :D free music~ woo. okay milubing lead singer's
voice very sexy i like :D i feel like going to bpp and take pics of them or
something but im too lazy to. look at what markingdays do to me im growing
fatter slowly~ and another reason why i dont wanna go is cause if i go it'll be
the third time i go to bpp today! (buy lunch buy dinner see milubing?)
lol.

yay i can hear milubing :D nicole refuses to let me talk to her about them
being at bpp if not she'll block me - -" obviously she doesnt like milubing
much. i dont also but i think they're the best band from feichangsuperband and
HEY there are FAMOUS people at bpp now okay which is quite a once-in-a-blue-moon
thing.

yes another issue to address. clarissa tan is supposed to call me to obsess
over spongebob stuff but she hasnt. anyway she told me that on nickolodeon
there's some spongebob marathon thing then if we call and give the correct
answer then can win spongebob electric guitar leh! omg spongebob electric
guitar! but wahpiang i dont have nickolodeon. D:< winning the spongebob
electric guitar is one great thing im gonna miss and another great thing is the
spongebob marathon itself! walao i want nickolodeon D:< but on the bright
side i watched a new episode of sbsp today :D so cute luh omg patrick disguised
as a woman cause he thought a guy with a briefcase wanted to chase him out of
town, then he changed his name to patricia, then suddenly everybody thinks he
very got mei4 li4 and mr krabs and squidward even fall in love with him until
they realise he is patrick! hahahaha omg so funny :D oh yes i finished watching
the spongebob squarepants movie yesterday. yes very jing cai :D

i hear milubing~ i know they're singing for me to hear, yes? :D :D :D

using the blockquote function makes me think of my post on my desire to take up archery or some other sport. which i havent discussed with my parents. - -and suddenly i dont hear anymore milubing! D:< okay quite obviously they finished the 唱 part and have moved on to the 签 part. and before that i heard gu3 and ba4 hahaha. quite interesting to hear milubing mixed with gu3+ba4.

2008-10-16T13:14:00.006+08:00

GOSH where's my packs?! -hits stomach- no packs! D: D: D: so disappointing ):

one thing that isnt disappointing! i went bowling yesterday~~~ with my parents and my mama's colleague and her son and husband! woo~ okay my papa didnt bowl cause he brought his laptop and did his project thing. so sad cannot see him bowl, the Mister Expert Bowler, Expert Badmintoner, Expert Fisherman, Expert Driver, Expert Artist, Expert Chin-upper, Expert Photographer, Expert IT person-er. haha okay why did i just 夸奖 my papa so much. and yes another extremely good thing about him is that i look like him so you can imagine how handsome and attractive my dear father (twin) is :D i remember last time he booked one lane for himself and one lane for me then we bowled near 10 rounds and! haha his shirt ripped at his armpit and exposed his nehneh. :D

my mama's colleague's son jonas very cute~~~ :D i want a didi like jonas leh omg he so guai and cute luh :D bowled not bad yesterday! for someone who has not bowled for around one year. (: first game 88, second game 117, third game 92. hahaha my second game i beat my mama~ and that game was shocking manz. first frame had a spare, then after that had two strikes in a row, last frame a spare and a strike :D score wouldve been better if i didnt gutter so much though - -" third game was around my average lol had one spare and one strike. yessss not bad le lah but still never break record D:

yay jonas is very cute :D and he can bowl very well okay he beat me like twice - - haha and he short short one so cute~ he has his own ball okay so can tell how expert he is! even though the ball seems abit heavy for him but nevermind he's still good and can bowl very well (: uncle thomas and aunty irene also very nice~ but aunty irene didnt bowl (but she's very good haha) and uncle thomas is another Mister Expert Bowler. he can have five/six spares in a row! or strikes also. haha my mama bet with him. ask him strike for the last 5 frames or so then aunty irene buy a phone for him :D in the end he spared all the way O: ("dont wanna waste money" lol!) okay their whole family very good in bowling and my mama also. imagine how 自卑 i was - -"

我靠著稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了

2008-10-15T14:29:00.005+08:00

i slept for around 12 hours woo~ woke up at 12.45 to eat lunch and wahaha i feel so free. but then i suddenly feel sad also. eoys were stressful but the freedom we get is so... free. - -"

-sigh- now after this 6day holiday have to start worrying again. feel like got alot of things to do suddenly - -" wahpiang all drama's fault okay. our $#%^ty performance like have to redo everything. and i bet the attitude of ---------- wont change for the better.

haiya still must focus~ read nwz notes~ drink water and eat popcorn. -sigh- okay also must recap whatever we learnt about flag. mm. i'll start reading nwz stuff later~ haha wanna try daoxiang and morethanwords on guitar again. i still cant really get it right D: told esther that for morethanwords, i can play everything but the rhythm is probably wrong, i cant change chords that quickly and i cant tap down with the rhythm and she said, "practice makes perfect" which may mean practising till next year or something. but she'll sing for me woo~

my parents 邀请我 to go bowling with them tonight~ my sister staying at home to study for Os. hmm i havent bowled in a long time O: scully later all gutter woo. taking train to westmall first to meet them there and eat dinner :D then going bowling. haha can 顺便 seesee if csc got anything im interested to take up~ last time we learnt yoga there :D haha it mustve gone to waste after i quit cause now im totally inflexible - -" and they had kickboxing last time which i wanted but my mama say its very tough and nobody wanna learn with me T.T

oh yes, peiting i found the archery thing alr.

Zhenghua CC
Well for those staying in Bukit Panjang area or near Bukit
Panjang area, there is an archery range beside Zhenghua CC (located just
beside
Segar LRT station).
The requirement to use it is:
1) You need to have a basic archery cert. to prove that u know the safety and
u are shooting safely.
2) You need to own a bow set/arrows to shoot.
3) Of course, the Archery range membership card.
For those who want to shoot but do not have a basic cert., do not worry,
Zhenghua CC provide archery courses.
Currently, basic archery course for members is $70.00 and advance archery
course for members is $105.00.
Good news is that you do not need to own a bow set for the archery course,
they will provide it. So, if you are interested you can try it out with the
basic course first. After that, you decide if you would really want to invest in
a bow set or not.
For the membership fee, its currently $35.00 for a year if i'm not wrong, not
sure did they increase the fee or not, you can check it out yourself.
*The following price above is for CC member, that means you are a member if
you own the CC passion card. If not, you can sign up one for just $8.00.
A average wooden bow set with arrows and a carrier cost about $350-450 (price
maybe higher depends on the quality of the arrows and stuffs).
Of course, metal bow ones (just the bow only) are more expensive, maybe alot
more expensive. Price ranges from $750.00 to thousands +.
* Thousands means can be $1000, 2000 or maybe 5000.

seems quite ex D: wonder if my parents will let me take up. its so near to my house and where i learn guitar leh O: haiya but its quite far for pt D: but nevermind manz if they dont let me take up archery i'll still take up another sport woo. must become fitter.

and right haha i was telling pt after we ran our 6rounds yesterday that i have three motives for taking up archery. one, cause 我喜欢 after trying out at genting last time and getting very good scores and beating Robin Hood my papa (and shooting an arrow into the wall and getting it stuck there) and two, to become tanner! :D since its out in the open in a field! :D and shooting in the afternoon under hot sun will definitely make me tanner (: three, to become fitter! :D but if archery cannot then nevermind i'll see what other sport i can take up at csc :D :D :D then still can fulfill my purpose of becoming fitter but maybe tanner cannot. then if thats the case i'll drag pt to go running with me very often so that we can become tanner and train for napfa and become fitter and become tanner and become fitter :D :D :D haha okay suddenly i very excited :D :D :D

hahahaha clarissa and i revived qqblog :D we changed the skin also so cute~ its spongebob de really very cute eh :D and i posted a very glam picture of clarissa from my phone also so amusing haha :D

maybe i'll try reviving gnp blog also (:

woo okay long post byebye~

2008-10-14T16:32:00.004+08:00

spongebob squarepants the movie!

part one:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VywSQl4hQVE&feature=related
part two:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yhzWfGwgO3A

hello esther i changed the blogskin :D i have the codes for the old skin if you wanna change back~

2008-10-14T14:51:00.004+08:00

esther, you and i are similar in a way! we both want people to buy us shoes. but for you its bata boots and your burstday is coming. so haha i told clarissa i want christmas present from her if she can buy for me :D :D skate shoes~ woo! normally male cut and normally i only see guys wearing it but its so nice nice nice nice nice woo!

stayed back with peiting today to run! and then play badminton which we never really got to do cause we were lazy. haha. so we sat there under the sun in black tees getting suntans :D

cumulonimbus clouds :D i bet msyip will be quite proud to see that i can identify clouds. (: haha peiting that cloud has a flat base!

suddenly we grew shorter O: peiting was describing a long and fat caterpillar - -

clock tower (:

track (:

sperm and egg O:

alien invasion oh my tian! o.O

2008-10-13T18:10:00.007+08:00

let me introduce to you! this Person In Green is glenda jr II the first-draft camel for drama! :D my classmates named it.

hoohoo my second friend. spooky the teapot ghost :D

huahua and abuneh! <3

haha okay random geog lesson at library. my giraffe pooped out a paper of geog answers plus a blue pen for me :D

motivation for science - -

love letters to myself :DDDDDD

haha okay this was damn cool! :D my ex-tablemate "scratched" me (2nd and 3rd picture) and i was "emo" so i "cut" myself (1st picture). haha look so real right! but its not its rebecca's purple pen woo. cool cool cool

2008-10-13T15:30:00.002+08:00

esther! hahahaha okay today on the bus alicia gave me good idea on what to buy for your birthday :D :D :D hint: nobody else except for me should give you something like that! haha okay~ i bet you can guess (:

science paper was horrible D: i know esther will say that its okay - - im expecting to fail manz all thanks to ~~$#^%@#$~~ chem. i must be more serious about chem next year... -sigh-

wahpiang. my primary school friend knows how to play daoxiang intro on guitar D: i must go and learn! and i dont know why, maybe its cause my capo is made out of a plastic ruler, two rubber bands and one paper clip, but then the sound isnt right! the first chord for collide sounds so piao-ey.

oh yes esther what happened to your squad kbox outing idea! haha. okay quiz that nicole tagged me to do. (sadly.)

1. Do you have secrets?
people dont know how i look like naked and only i do so i guess thats a secret.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
no. - -

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
er yes :D

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
buy sentosa, buy shoes, buy big house, buy big car, buy big driver, buy big tv, buy big spongebob (woo!), buy gold toilet bowl!

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
nope i alr got my esther (:

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving esther and being loved by esther :D

7. What would you do, if you found yourself growing a tail?
show esther!

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
...

9. Which exotic animal would you choose for a pet?
giraffe!

10. What takes you down the fastest?
er when squadmates push/taupok while playing rugby. (i miss rugby! D:)

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
successful, admired by my peers, intelligent, taller, fitter, having sixpacks, having better shoes and better hair.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
papa, mama, jie, esther, other squadmates, classmates :D

13. What is the most important thing in life?
esther?

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
-sigh- another lame question - -"

15. Fiction or reality?
tv shows.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- -"

17. If somebody told you that you looked like a turducken, what would you do?
i dont know what that is O:

18. What would it take to make you scream?
lianpeiting.

19. What do you like to do during free-time?
think about esther and sixpacks. stare into space.

20. 5 people I have tagged!
nobody WOO.

2008-10-10T15:18:00.006+08:00

4 days to freedom. 6 down 3 to go :D

these few days at home, life was quite routine. mug, eat, sleep, mug, eat, sleep. - -" yesterday i was eating nutella out of the jar while mugging geog. there's no chocolate or kokokrunch at home anymore! >: nevermind after eoys no more boring mugging routines :D but actually with nothing to accomplish its quite empty. :/ i'll probably sleep alot from 14th (after maths) all the way to 17th, and get done guitaring :)

history is traumatising. i've never experienced an exam so scary. i nearly cried though i finished it but the thought of almost failing it was just damn scary. like the thunderstorm that was outside my house when i was studying gonorrhoea.

then when school reopens i know i'll get all depressed over my results. - - i'd rather not get them back D: nevermind, at least can look forward to running/badminton-ing with pt :D oh yessss must study for nwz also.

i owe 4580 and 2225 o.O and apparently my classmate clarine seems to like sixpacks too :D

haha okay this was funny. 98.7fm
"toot~" (sound of phone)
"That's the sound of our heartbeat."

i have to wash my spongebob pencilcase! D: black black alr. ah so sad D: i got gan qing for it alr. clarissa buy from pasarmalam one haha. now temporarily have to use an old one. its metal - - later drop then kiangkiangkiang malu si le. haha okay but very cute got bears and pandas and rabbits :D and very shi he schooling cause the words are "my classmate" but they spelt classmate as classmat - -"

珍惜一切就算没有拥有
how true.

2008-10-03T18:43:00.005+08:00

Capo
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

A basic guitar capo
A capo tasto (from Italian capo, "head" and tasto, "tie or fret"), or simply capo, is a device used for shortening the strings, and hence raising the pitch, of a stringed instrument such as a guitar, mandolin or banjo. The term was used first by G.B. Doni in his Annotazioni of 1640, although usage of the capo likely began earlier in the 17th-century.[1]
There are several different styles of capo available, utilizing a range of mechanisms, but most use a rubber-covered bar to hold down the strings, fastened with a strip of elastic or nylon, a cam-operated metal clamp, or another device. Alternative terms are capo d'astro and capodastro, also Italian.
A simple version can be made with a pencil and a rubber band. Lay the pencil across the strings at the desired fret, and holding it in place by wrapping the rubber band around both ends and underneath the fretboard. [A pencil with flat surfaces works much better than a round one].

i need a capo! D: i made a makeshift one out of pencil. YES I USED THE PENCIL IDEA - -" the sound is vibrating O: wow i just realised it sounds like rain o.O

and my parents wanted to bring me to the doctor. O: wo bu yao. i think they lost in the war alr. hahahahahaha.

i suddenly realised (again since p6) again how incredibly good fall out boy's songs are! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD of course i never hear acoustic versions before. sadddd :/ and i only got one of their albums. the old one! From Under The Cork Tree. haha okay i suddenly remembered a joke about the album's name by my primary school friends. :D and the titles of most of the songs very long and funny! but they dont really make sense and have no link to the songs (only some)

1. Our Lawyer Made Us Change The Name Of This Song So We Wouldn't Get Sued
2. Of All The Gin Joints In All The World
3. Dance, Dance
4. Sugar, We're Goin Down
5. Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner
6. I've Got A Dark Alley And A Bad Idea That Says You Should Shut Your Mouth
7. 7 Minutes In Heaven
8. Sophomore Slump Or Comeback Of The Year
9. Champagne For My Real Friends, Real Pain For My Sham Friends
10. I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me
11. A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More "Touch Me"
12. Get Busy Living Or Get Busy Dying
13. XO
14. Snitches And Talkers Get Stitches And Walkers
15. The Music Or The Misery
16. My Heart Is The Worst Kind Of Weapon

yay very nice :D i think its cause the electric guitar very zhong4. ahahahha okay very nice :D

2008-10-02T19:02:00.002+08:00

announcement! to my wife wongmeiyuesther:
IM GOING TO LEARN MORETHANWORDS SPECIALLY FOR YOU~ :D

i bet you're touched right. hahahahaha. i wanted to learn last time! but then i didnt have any resources and its stupid to try to figure out by listening to the song only (cause i dont have a musical ear) so now im going to learn for esther! and i wont give up this time (:

your turn to post now :D

2008-09-30T13:13:00.003+08:00

wahahahha ms ang solved the flashbuttons problem alr :D my dreamweaver is finally done~~~ tomorrow is hari raya! i think pt and i not sleeping again haha.

hmm okay im bored D: dion is watching antm O: and nicole is doing dont know what. hahaha i found nice guitar cover vids on youtube :D i xia ding jue xin after eoys must:
run
play more badminton
study for nwz
learn more songs on guitar

but i think i cant reach my targets by the end of this year D: the sixpacks target, the burp+roll eyes at same time target, and the guitar grade 4 target! judging by the no-improvement so far in my sense of rhythm i dont think i'll get grade 4 de D: hmm okay musnt hui xin i will learn more songs by the end of this year! :D

ahahaha i suddenly feel like learning one song especially for esther! :D

i'm sorry, it's the hormones.

2008-09-25T12:44:00.000+08:00

I couldn't help myself! I feel like laughing hahahaha this is like typical egoistic selfconcerned teenage thingys to do! HAHAHA BUT GLENDA AREN'T YOU SO GLAD THAT AN AHMA IS SO COOL.

1st rather get stuck in handcuffs with
1st rather travel with
1st more outgoing
1st harder worker
1st more trustworthy
1st rather have dinner with
1st more popular
1st studies harder
1st more well-mannered
1st more punctual
1st more organized
1st more famous
1st more powerful
1st more reliable
1st better at science
1st more tech-savvy
1st more fashionable
1st more useful
1st a better profile picture
1st a better sense of humor
1st braver
1st more artistic
1st rather be trapped on a desert island with
1st more likely to succeed
1st cooler

2008-09-25T07:54:00.003+08:00

yay i woke up at 7 to mug and im going to mug throughout the night till tomorrow! :D :D

i think fei chang superband quite fun to watch :D ~~the bands are not really that good~~ i dont really like any of the bands (hoho) but then who cares! very fun to watch them :D

for c&d night 206 and 212 will be performing on the same night! 213 also. yay with the classes with squadmates in it :D hahahaha i wanna see laopo as a mother and wenxian as a teacher! AHAHAHAHA.

blahblahblah. i have 3 minutes more to crap. i will focus by 8am onwards. haha okay.

studied at library with pt yesterday again! aircon came and went and after she went the aircon was not so cold anymore D: thongkun was there too and alicia also came and went and was mostly at 4th level.

we had paper war! :D paperwar paperwar paperwar! we got the idea while studying history hahahahahah its with aircon now omg so funny. my army threw dabian at their armies and their armies died! then pt drowned our armies in mucus o.O and aircon freezed us all. then we had the treaty! wahaha a happy ending to a paper war. :D

its 8am! byebye~

2008-09-22T07:09:00.002+08:00

oh no this blog is dead toooo D:

squadblog is quite dead! and qiangqi and gohneepoo blog are dead alr. T.T okay cannot let this blog die too! (along with how my friendster and old blog died and i deleted them for fun)

yesterday night it rained O: the wind tried to come into our room~ D: and then there was scary lightning and thunder. jacinta: there was lightning FLASHING at you right?
erm okay - -"

nicole says hi.

okay thats a lame pair of shitou and shiwei.

hmm. okay now they are commenting on something very interesting but censored here o.O

nicole says haha.

today is a cold day too. i wonder why thongkun dont need jacket O:

jacinta is blabbing jap. and she says she's warm! then nicole says she washed her np jacket and she's happy o.O and nicole says something censored (about thongkun!) yay!

i am not biantai D: D: D: i am the least biantai person in this world! but i bet esther begs to differ! (ahpek sms - -")

2008-09-15T21:43:00.004+08:00

i'm quite pissed with my braces now because...!!!!! the wire keeps making holes in my skin. ouch.

haha clarissa: let's learn the ABC with feng tianwei! it's as easy as abcdefG! -laughs-

hahahahahahaa.

my dad just came in to say: LEHMAN BROTHERS HAS GONE BANKRUPT!

which is very random because i didn't even know who they/it were/was, and i asked and it turns out to be USA's fourth largest bank. for a bank to close down is damn scary, because all your money stored there is totally wiped out! which is frightening and it's fourth largest! bank! but my dad is very random.

tomorrow there's a mo ni kao shi, paper 1! did you know? i haven't studied. i need to go study soon D:

EXERCISE! badly needed.

ahhhh i'm so happy because!! my mum bought THE HISTORY BOYS dvd apparently it was on sale or something! :D :D :D i'm so HAPPY HAHAHAA because, also, i like DAKIN! okay not really, i like AKHNER (i think that's his name) and LOCKWOOD (i think that's his name too) OOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHH i like that show very much because the poems in it are so pretty!! :D

i want to watch HSM3. ahaha. for my birthday, i want size five bata boots (share with 16 people each person pay $1++!! :D:D:D:D not bad right!)

2008-09-15T10:13:00.003+08:00

yay i am here to restart the heartbeat of our lovelove blog :D yay :D

okay i think friday was a weird day! and the weirdness stretched till saturday. so freaky O: O: O:

yah nicole is more obsessed with twilight now than me! O: haha okay maybe she is in love with edward or something! like caoji and yanni :D my squadmates found love! yay~ just like how i found my esther~~~~ (: oh yah my wife got braces o.O

hmm. today is a cold day especially since larissa and amanda keep making cold comments - -" nicole just asked what if one day she told me she loved me O: okay thats quite gross considering the fact that friday/saturday that thing creeps me out bad enough alr. its traumatizing D:

yay my giraffe can do a split :D the one that clarissa gave! the one nicole gave is too big to stuff into my bag to smuggle to school on certain days (like today!) D: nvm the monkey giraffe is good entertainment :D

yay i suddenly love 退后 alot over the weekend! very nice and i found the tab~ (:

okay i just realised that comparing with laopo's post my posts are always shallow and not deep (like hers) T.T okay my wife is the best. :D

OH YAH. just now in class it was DISGUSTING! sirong rebecca and clarine kept asking me to strip O: no~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ they even sing "tuo diao" D: oh my goshhhh im pure okay. i wont do such things! D: yes peiting I AM PURE :D and nicole (she said she would help me tuo diao and even said that im not pure! D:) - -" so cold! :/ esther you must protect your husband because people keep asking your husband to tuo diao! D:

2008-09-02T21:15:00.002+08:00

sai i have 5 hours worth of remedial tomorrow - -"

i love my wife her name is esther :D does anybody remember when we got married?

2008-09-02T20:11:00.006+08:00

"my lord, my love, my friend!"

as quoted from romeo and juliet, act 4, when romeo leaves for mantua and juliet promises to behold romeo in her arms once more but it is the last time either of them see each other (supposedly) alive.

i love romeo and juliet -deep sigh- i'm so sad that term 3 has ended and we'll never discuss romeo and juliet in class ever again and pretend that it's all work when actually it's such a joy (:

let's observe a nerdy moment.

-observes-

anyway HAHAHA i forgot what i wanted to say! OKAY i love you and yeah i think i'm a mugger but i doubt i'm gonna do well because i'm hopelessly behind for my revision. (sadface) i don't mind if you love ___ as well as me, because i realise it's very important for you to keep in touch with your feminine side! cough. okay this is such a deep joke, it requires a lot of explanation so i don't blame you if you're too dumb / too nice to understand it! you can ask me. -shoots furtive glances-

so, glenda + esther = love FOREVER! and glenda shall hereby be known as glen / dar / darling / glendar / glendarling yay. HOWEVER! we shall, please, refer to glenda as a female although there's a possibility she might not be..! -hanging sentence- because there's always that off chance that some teacher will come here and discover some flaw in glenda's facade of being an innocent nanyang girl. coughcough. since wearing someone else's nametag already warrants 6 demerit points, imagine what would happen if you were caught nan ban nv zhuang-ing! but this is all hypothetical hahaha.

i would like to insert this phrase: inherent flaw. i challenge the next person who sees this post to tag and use the aforementioned phrase in your tag, in a logical manner! HA!

glenda stop laughing to yourself and go study right now! :D try for hp next year then we can cross the great stream! divide (river river) through that great and wonderful programme that is humanities! which serves as a bridge to connect everyone who wants to pursue something greater and has the time / interest to do so.

this was a coincidence just now:
do u hate ur life? - Microsoft Internet Explorer
i love my wife! - Microsoft Internet Explorer

:D :D :D

i will end so abruptly you'll never know what hit-

2008-09-02T16:30:00.002+08:00

i love my wife.
her name is esther aka laopo.
why do i love her leh? asking the obvious - -"

esther is the best! she is the only councillor-to-be in our squad. so capable! and she's very cute heh heh. :D and she's ~~mugger~~ clever! she gets high marks for every single test please. (: my wife is so wonderful how can i not love her! :D

2008-09-02T16:14:00.001+08:00

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