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husband and wife i love my wife her name is esther and i love her :D we met in nynpccbatch41 in 2007 and we fell in love~ :D and its obvious why i love esther. she's the only councillor in our squad! (she wears the sleeves, and a heart on her sleeves!) and she's very clever! woo! my laopo is esther. and she's the best :D i love my husband her name is glenda and i love links esther laopo glenda laogong archives September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 March 2009 September 2009 credits layout designer and image: eloquent |
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date: Friday, October 24, 2008
time: 9:35 PM
ran 14 rounds of quad yesterday with peiting after nwz~ it was drizzling when we wanted to start so we ran the rounds one the first floor instead. haha like operation opulence like that! only no fun games. - -" hmm found out that we are not very mentally strong. i wanted to give up at like the 7th round alr. - - peiting wanted to give up at around 11th. (lol 7-11) hmm but we didnt give up yay good job (: we assumed that 2 rounds of quad = 1 round of track, but dont know eh alicia says that the quad is only a little smaller than the track so we probably ran more than 7 rounds of the track. - -" nevermind next time we'll run 16 rounds of quad or something :D and we also discovered that somehow it seems faster to run at the general office that side instead of the classrooms that side! O:stayed back for an hour of drama today. i think it was completely wasted - - whats the use of it if half an hour is spent waiting for people to come. no matter what we say the attitude wont change so i have nothing to say at all. and anyway if i wanted to, even if im a director i dont have the authority to. whats the point if nobody respects you. and all the suggestions that the people who cared gave (say something as a director, complain to mdmoehlers/mrng), it wont work cause nothing worked before, then what else would work? it wont take one day to change a personality. even if i could with time, i wont have the patience to face such people and i wont be bothered. i alr want to give up trying, but there's still people who make me want to hang on (the minority - -" the sad, troubled minority.) what are we supposed to do/say? me: what if they dont prepare the costumes? director c: make them go naked. (what we "agreed" on: costume is one own's reponsibility, they dont do it they go naked and answer for it themselves cause its none of our business) me: - -" really meh. mrng will kill us first. we're the directors leh. if die we die first. director c: (becomes troubled again) -sigh- a certain person j: "we should go and talk to mdmoehlers about it." and then we declined cause 1, mdmoehlers is not in charge of our group. 2, we didnt know where mdmoehlers/mrng were. 3, even if they do scold -ahem-s, nothing will change, they still wont care. 4, if -ahem-s get scolded, we'll be f***-ed by them and get hated for the rest of the time they'll ever remember us (though director c doesnt seem to mind). 5, i think directors are at fault if the group does something wrong (director c disagrees. she says its not our fault that -ahem-s dont cooperate. makes some sense though - -") but in the end we didnt. im glad we didnt cause i wouldnt know what to do/say. i have the suspicion that i (and maybe director c, person r, person j and person n) are overreacting/oversensitive. person n just assured me that i am not though and there are people who share the same feelings. -sigh- maybe we'll just grit our teeth and tolerate and it'll soon be over. after 10november, everything will be fine~ maybe the only reason why im looking forward to 2009 so much is you. it sucks to know that 3/4 of the people are not committed at all and you dont get the respect even as their classmate. classmate okay. go and die. drama (and the troubles) aside, went for dalt after that. ran 3 rounds of the quad as pt then went to join peiyin~~~ now i have bad muscleache in my legs )< oh yes and puayling and i waited around 1 hour for a 171 that has space for us to squeeze on. - -" hmm weather nowadays very cold! i dont like D< washing np hoodie! nothing to keep me warm ): borrowed my sister's blue hoodie (without permission first lol!) i think i have twopacks yay~~~ (emphasis on "think") yay okay good motivation to work towards solid and defined sixpacks~ :D oh yes wrote a random song on guitar last night and let clarissa listen today. hmm i think it sounds abit funny but nevermind i still like~ :D its only 17 seconds long by the way. diaooo.
also! more than words guitar cover played for laopo~ :D got some parts that i screwed up though. haha but this is the best one recorded.
speaking of clarissa, this just happened: my beautiful cautionbee! says: dont worry my beautiful cautionbee! says: it will be fine de my beautiful cautionbee! says: jiayou k dont worry~~~ 彩色的世界染上空白 says: they dont even have respect for us as classmates. my beautiful cautionbee! says: its okay my directors also dont respect us 彩色的世界染上空白 says: lol okay. 彩色的世界染上空白 says: being director is shit. my beautiful cautionbee! says: lol jiayou lah my beautiful cautionbee! says: dont qi nei my beautiful cautionbee! says: alls gonna be over soon 彩色的世界染上空白 says: yes 10nov my beautiful cautionbee! says: mm my beautiful cautionbee! says: 彩色的世界染上空白， 蜡烛为世界染的痛快，彩虹在天空添上颜色，你这个导演可真不赖！:D:D my beautiful cautionbee! says: i randomly continued from your name my beautiful cautionbee! says: hahah 彩色的世界染上空白 says: LOL my beautiful cautionbee! says: dedicated to you! (: 彩色的世界染上空白 says: aww so sweet~ |